It's a bit daunting isn't?
It can be overwhelming to ponder the future. My future, my family's, my career, of human kind, of bees, earth & space. It's easier to picture the future as mirage, seeing things that may or may not be real. It's certainly more comfortable to think that way.
Perhaps it would be better to see the future as a work in progress; something maleable in my hands with God's blessing on it. Better to think that way instead of imagining your future floating into the unforeseeable void waiting for it to bump & fuse onto another's by mere convenience & a bit of chance.
I mean, what a time to be alive! A time where I, a female, living in the USA, can roam about in physical, spiritual and mental freedom more than perhaps the rest of my kind at any time in the past or present.
I've been watching the Handmaid's Tale on Hulu these past few weeks & come across podcasts & books (not to mention current events, God help us all) that have made me ponder on the fragility of such freedoms. I'd hate to berate you, dear reader, on how you should take advantage of what you have & not waste the sacrifices of others, it is your duty yada yada, yada. But this is not a sermon. There is no moral of this story. Just thoughts.
Personally, I don't like wasting things. And I'd hate all this freedom, all this future to go to waste while I can still bask in it. So I've been thinking, realizing, making plans, destroying them in my head & constructing them better, stronger, higher. But it's that first jump that's the hardest right? Sure I'm scared. It's a big world out there. Not just that, but the fear of failure can be a real wet blanket too. But that's growth. It's not easy.
This post may seem vague to you now but just you wait. Things will be revealed in due time. On that note I'm here to announce that I'm going back to ISRAEL!!
I've worked a few projects since my last post, you shall see them soon. I've been quiet but not idle!
K