Fears, Mistakes & Inconsistencies

Yes, that's me alright.

Now, before you either roll your eyes or sigh inwardly (because chances are that you & I are shipmates on the same boat) this post is NOT about these. No, no, no.

Well, it could very well be about that but that's not what I wanted to write about.

Not really. 

It's just that the series I'm working on is really biting me in the behind.

I thought I had shot everything I needed but as it turns out, it's not as great as I wanted it to be.

And I could be lazy just leave it as is but I know I CAN DO BETTER, I MUST DO BETTER. 

But what if I botch it again?
— My Mind

 

"What if my vision for the series doesn't come through?"           -Me

What if I can’t do it?
— Myself

Ignore, ignore, ignore.

So I'm planning on going up to the large trees again this weekend. Earlier in the day this time. And when I say "planning," I mean I'll be trying to convince a few family members to get up early & drive two hours on the morning after our thanksgiving shindig a.k.a. Thanksgivinakah. Which reminds me, I've got to go wrap my gifts...

Be safe this weekend as I shall try to be.

Much love,

K

 

...oh, and stay off the road, I already called dibs on all roads & freeways.